Netflix and TREY

Okay so I already suck and missed a day but I’m fixing it. My second story is going to be about the day I caught the feels for that shitty guy Trey. The only problem is he isn’t actually that shitty.

I remember exactly what made completely insanely attached to this boy. I doubt he even remembers this but I do. We had been hooking up for two or three weeks before this happened. I met Trey the weekend before my first week of college.

Lets back it up to about 6 or 7. I was with my friend Karen we went to the same high school and both were going to go to the same college. By like 9 I was irritated with her, I don’t remember why but I was on my period so that probably had something to do with it. Anyway I took her home and after I stopped by Walgreen’s to pick up a pack of water bottles because after the dining hall closed for the day I was dehydrated as fuck. I then stopped at loaf n jug for who knows what.  By the time I got back to my dorm and changed into some comfy shorts and a baggy t-shirt my roommates who I barely knew had bought some Mike’s hard lemonade and were playing a game called kings cup. I felt as if they hated me, I was so left out. After a few minutes they invited  me for some roommate  bonding, I’m just dramatic. Lucky me I got the kings cup, not that I wasn’t already slamming a bunch of drinks anyway. We got pretty drunk and went around all the dorms doing silly little shenanigans. It was fun. That was the start of our good roommate relationships.

Around 11 or 12 Trey texted me asking me to come over to his apartment. I was hesitant at first. But I was straight up with him. I told him I was on my period and that we couldn’t hook up. I also told him it was okay if he didn’t want me to come over still. He insisted that I come over anyway, that we could just watch Netflix and hang out. I was drunk. Like very drunk. Anyway his apartment is down the block from the dorms. I didn’t even have to cross a street. So I drove over going literally 10 mph. I’m still mad at myself for that but It happened. I got out of the car and my head was spinning. I had to sit down, so what do I do? I sat on the ground in the middle of the parking lot. He called wondering where I was and came out to meet me. He laughed then sat down next to me, and let me lay my head on his lap. I apologized about 15 times for being so damn drunk. Once I was capable of seeing and walking we went up to his apartment. The awful apartment 210 (I’m sure you’ll here about a lot of stories from this apartment). He made some taquitos for us even though I was too drunk to eat without throwing it all up, so I just didn’t eat any. When I went to his room he was watching That 70’s show. He handed me the remote and told me to put on what I wanted watch. I put it on One Tree Hill. We cuddled and made out a little  but I probably fell asleep right away. It was nice just sleeping over with him.

That’s basically it. That was the turning point, the moment that I realized I really liked this boy. Its dumb. Its meaningless. But I can’t forget it.

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Facebook posts and iss?

The first story I’m going to tell you is the main reason I don’t use Facebook anymore.

Okay so lets throw it all the way back to my sophomore year of high school which was like 2013 I think. Not only did I get ISS (in school suspension) but I was sent home and almost banned from home coming. I don’t think I did anything wrong personally, she deserved it and I was just sticking up for myself. Well it started about 3 days before at a football game. I was wearing some cute ombre shorts they weren’t the longest but believe me there was no cheek hanging out but this girl Amanda was so concerned she had to run her mouth about me during the whole football game. So a few days go by and its hoco week at school so I dressed up for a spirit day wearing a different pair of shorts, and I cant remember why but apparently my outfit of choice offended her. She even posted about it on Facebook. I remember the status being along the lines of ‘maybe people wouldn’t  call you a whore if you wore shorts longer than your vagina.’ Let me tell you, this girl was never very nice. I tried to confront her in the hallway two separate times. The first time she just walked away and the second time she told our security guard I was trying to fight her which is NOT TRUE whatsoever. So I angrily made a status calling her out about a video she sent to some guy a while back and I made the mistake of tagging her in it. About 20 minutes later the security guard John came and pulled me from class and took me to the office. We both sat in front of the principal where I basically just got my ass chewed out. He printed out the very graphic and mean statuses we made toward each other and gave them to my mom. It was so embarrassing, the things she said were awful and not even completely true. But my principal was my pal so he let us both off without cyber bullying tickets, which bless up for that one. To this day I don’t post anything besides the occasional selfie or share a funny video. It was a lesson learned, and I’ve grown a lot since then. I wasn’t in the best of places at the time and I’m not proud but hey, 15 year old girls can’t really help it.

Well he’s not nice but neither am I

Yeah so… Everything with Eddy came to a halt. It was good for a few days and then I don’t know what happened. I got annoyed with him and well I let his step brother go down on me. At least one brother could get his dick up for me, right? I also accidentally made out with Carter in his kitchen too. Since things aren’t quite working out in my favor I think I’ve been a bit boy crazy. One of the first boys that I really ever started having casual sex with Zeke, and I have been talking again. But I do know this for sure, Zeke is bad news. He’s nice to me and treats me better than the rest of the guys but I know that he is kind of a piece of shit when it comes to drugs and alcohol. Its something I shouldn’t get involved with but his fuzzy hand cuffs really get me going.

Some good news is I got my old job back so I guess I’m kind of getting my shit together. I also have been taking my brother to school and picking him up so I’ve had some real responsibilities lately.

This all really isn’t as bad as it seems. I need to figure out what the fuck I’m doing though.

OH YEAH, HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!